Update

I have had so much going on in my mind today that I really wasn't sure what to blog about....so many touchy subjects to deliver to my pages, yet, I know that sometimes I need to just let things roll until I can put them into a story here.

Once again, I didn't DO a whole lot today...this is going to get real old, real quick...however my SUV is having "issues" of which, hopefully tonight will be fixed.....Joey has a friend who was a mechanic for Ford for YEARS before he started working with him...anyhow...they are going to attempt to fix the problem tonight, and I was rather nervous to drive the thing since they said it sounded like the wheel bearing was about to "lock up"....whatever the heck that means....What I heard was...."If you DRIVE this thing before we fix it, you will find yourself 'huffing it' in 80 degree humid sauna weather". No thanks....I can see my make-up melting off my face as I picture that....

I did catch some rays today...I only stayed out for about an hour because I am about as white as a baby's butt right now. Next week we have my step sons graduation to attend. Since leaving Cali, I now experience "seasons"....They are HOT as HELL and COLD as ICE, and when you are as little as I have gotten, "pale" doesn't look so good. I am already aware that I will hear all the anorexia comments, because for some reason people here in OK think that you need to weigh 550 lbs to be HEALTHY....I am also very aware that my husbands ex wife will promplty go into "trash the new wife" mode and come up with any and every absurd nasty remark she can, and tell everyone about this "drug problem" that suddenly begun, as of the moment that I walked into the room at her ex husband's side. Small towns thrive on drama, and she is the queen of it all. It doesn't matter if it is fact or fiction for her to slam into "overdrive" and "over the top".

While I am excited to see my husbands eldest son go through this big event in his life...I am, however, dreading the aftermath of my pressence. I just don't want there to be any drama for him on his big day.

That is what is transpiring in my life at the moment ;-) Sounds like a ball, doesn't it ;-) haha!